Jan
27
Reblog if you’re unattractive and single.
(via skinnygalore)
i need to be thin
this is a blog to help me keep on track with my weight loss. i will post inspiring images and random thoughts in my head. i do not have an eating disorder. this is not a pro ana blog. i simply dont want to be fat anymore.
i follow back all weightloss blogs.
my stats:
age: 17 height: 5'5"
cw: 169
sw: 199 (i refused to hit 200)
gw1:140
ugw:120
ask for progress blog.
im not giving out my password right now.
(via skinnyminnytobe)
That awkward moment when your sitting in a quiet waiting room and your stomach is growling loudly
and you hope no one can hear it
Just forced myself to eat soup
Already feeling guily
Going for a walk.
its scary how fast that voice becomes the only thing in your head
Dont eat that, go run, get off your ass, i can barely move i havent eaten in 3 days, maybe something small? That will start a binge, nothing, eat nothing at all, but they tell me im beautiful? Theyre wrong, youre disgusting. See your stretch marks? The flab under your arms? And dont even let me start on the bulge around your waist. No, youre not beautiful, and you never willbe unless you put that down.
When my boyfriend wraps his arms around me and tells me im beautiful all I can think about is sucking in my fat. When my parents invite me for dinner all I think about is if they notice I’m not eating. Everything has a number, calories, inches, pounds, size. Every number is too big. Eating is not an option at this point. Just a constant number game in my head. One apple, sliced, 50 calories, 50 crunches, 30 minute walk, 35 pounds lost, 30 to go, 1 week till vacation, 2 weeks till college.
Math was never my favorite subject.
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